Down From The
Mountaintop
Experiencing God
through nature and the wonders of creation should inspire us to work to perfect
the world.
By Rabbi Phil Miller
The following article is reprinted with permission from SocialAction.com.
It was a perfect setting. After
hours of climbing, my friend and I had reached the summit of one peak in the
New Hampshire White Mountains. Our bodies were exhausted and cooled off in the
mountain top breeze. We leaned against a big boulder and took in the panorama
or peaks and valleys, blue sky, rivers and lakes stretched out before us.
Wrung out, I was content to sit
and rest. My friend, however, reached for his siddur (prayerbook) and
read aloud a passage from Chapter 104 of Tehillim (Psalms) which we read
each Rosh Chodesh--the beginning of a new Jewish month. "Bless the Lord, O
my soul…How abundant are Your works, God, with wisdom you have made them
all…"
This chapter of Tehillim captured
the spiritual, emotional essence of the moment and of this week's Torah
portion, Breishit. Reading the Torah's description of Creation taught the
Psalmist of Chapter 104--as well my friend and I--that God's nurturing, vital
presence is no place greater felt than in close intimate contact with God's
creation.
The Talmud goes even further,
arguing that the Psalmist, in crying out, "Bless the Lord, O my soul"
is teaching: "Just as the Holy One Blessed be He fills the whole earth, so
too, the soul fills the entire body."
In going out to nature, we not
only find God in that external world, but we open up our own inner spiritual
wells, and are completely nourished by them.
I was in a euphoric state
listening to my friend read and awaken the spirit of the moment. He then read
the psalm's final verse, "Let sinners cease out of the earth, and let the
wicked be no more. Bless the Lord, O my soul, Halleluyah!"
An army of ants in my lunch or the
gathering of a dark summer storm cloud could not have disturbed me more. I was
connecting with God and my soul on this beautiful mountaintop. Why was the
Psalmist bugging me about sinners and the wicked? I had left those worries
behind in New York City.
Indeed, as I was to discover later
on, Tehillim is filled with such abrupt transitions from spiritual euphoria to
calls for justice (see chapters 8 and 97 for examples). That day on my New
Hampshire mountain, I had no explanation for the Psalmist's concern for sinners
and evil. But when I returned home, I encountered the commentary of Metsudat
David on the last verse of Chapter 104:
"…that sin should be no more;
that is to say that people will conquer their destructive desire and will no
longer sin; if so there will no longer be destructive doers of evil in the
world."
This, says Metsudat David, is the
ultimate prayer of the Psalmist who has found God in nature. Metsudat David
sees this psalm as offering crucial, if sobering, advice.
Spiritual euphoria inspired by
nature can be deceiving--it may lead you to think that all that matters is your
experience on the mountaintop, encountering God. This spirituality misses the
point. Nature's beauty can be inspiring, but it must also teach you that much
of the world is not this perfect, that there is great destruction and deep
brokenness in need of repair and healing.
The mountaintop must compel you to
pray--and work--for a better world.
We might quibble with Metsudat
David's formula for tikkun, or repair: the need for people to conquer their
evil inclination. Our own prayers might include different methods for achieving
tikkun. But as we each read of God's creation this week and bring to mind our
own mountaintop experiences, let those warm memories remind us that God wants
us--needs us--to again and again come down from the mountain, inspired and
strengthened, and get to work creating a more perfect world.
Rabbi
Phil Miller was ordained at Yeshiva University and is director of the Bronfman
Center for Jewish Life of the 92nd Street Y in Manhattan.