Instructed To Curse,
Inspired To Bless
He came to curse, and ended up reciting a blessing so beautiful it is
prominent in our liturgy.
By Reuven Kimelman
The following article is reprinted with permission from CLAL: The National Jewish Center for
Learning and Leadership.
What would you think of a Gentile wizard spouting beautiful
Hebrew poetry, but tongue-tied at his grandest moment; a prophet claiming to
know the will of God, but not the will of his own ass; an ass who sees angels
unbeknownst to his own master, the great seer; and a prophet hired to curse
Israel proclaiming that nobody can curse that which God does not?
To top off this bundle of contradictions, the curse of the
seer Balaam was deemed such a blessing that it became enshrined as the opening
words of a prayer to be uttered upon entering a synagogue--"How goodly are
your tents O Jacob, Ma Tovu Ohalekha Ya'akov."
Although this parashah as a whole is an enigma wrapped in a
conundrum, the greatest paradox remains the incorporation of the intended curse
of the wicked Balaam into the prayers of Israel. One authority took such
umbrage at this inclusion that he refused to mouth the line altogether. Others
countered that the hallmark of credibility is precisely the praise that is
forthcoming from the lips of a foe as are the chidings of a friend. How else
does one explain why the Torah has Moses rebuking Israel and Balaam praising
her?
Balaam is also a good model for prayer. He came to curse
Israel and in the end, upon observing Israel's places of worship, blessed her.
If through involvement in the worship of the community negative feelings can be
transmuted into positive ones, is not there hope for us who being far from
blaspheming should be that much closer to blessing?
Maybe one who cares enough to curse can be transformed into
one who feels enough to praise. If it is true that one riled up enough to blast
can become inspired to bless, then there may be no greater curse than not
caring.